The Pain

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.. Some people are just not meant to be in your life no matter how much you want them to be.. You hug them goodbye like it's nothing while all you want to do is hold on forever.. I used to smile when I told people you were mine..

But now I can't even smile and say your name at the same time.. As much as I love you I have to say goodbye.. Even though it kills me to think about it.. Because I know you would be happier if I let you go.. I'm sorry for ever making you cry, im sorry if tears fell from your eyes..But remember for every tear that fell from your eyes.. Two fell from mine..Missing you isn't the hardest part.. Knowing I once had you is what breaks my heart..

I'll never forget the times we once shared, and ill always remember how much you once cared.. Now it's over.. I guess it's time to move on.. It's never easy to see you turning back.. But, I have to take the pain.. Because i know it will never be the same. I know when you leave, distance will keep us apart.. But distance no matter how far can't change the feelings in my heart.. Just turn your head when you see me.. I will understand..

One day.. I will be able to look you in the eye.. Without feeling the pain you have cause me..I hope in time, you will be happy as you call my name once again.. Happiness seems too far for us now.. But even if it's near.. I know it will be hard for us to get there..